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Saturday, January 13th, 2007
2:39 pm - Boooo
Yes, it's been 10 weeks since I've even looked at LJ.  Other than a crash-course in evangelical chistanism (You know, the ones that tell you you are going to hell, but they love you?) so I could get a better grip on the ways of organised religion, I've been pretty much off the other boards as well.  I can't really explain what I've been through, but I am working as a network Administrator, already 'saved the day' from a server crash and only been there 5 weeks.  Actually it's the 3rd crash, but this one was DOA, the other 2 I reserected.

Life IS.

-Bryan

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Monday, October 30th, 2006
6:41 pm
Things have shaken loose before, but in the past few days the dam broke and it’s flooding worse than the Nile in springtime! I have a couple of downloads to transcribe/translate. And that story that ahs been hovering for 3 weeks is finally in perfect context. It makes total sense now why it’s been on hold, I’ll have to write that in between Halloween and work this week!
 
The BIG question that has been hanging over me is finally answered: What do I want to DO with my Life now? The answer was at the end of a book I was reading. So many SCREAMING synchronicities, the only thing missing was the book floating in air and opening to the page (too melodramatic?). So today it has been a lot of going within, and some discussions. Different…call them Guides I work with, as well as aspects of Self. And a messenger too boot, just too funny, plop and they manifested right there in the theater, just me done with setup and an angel. Then the phone rang with a possible Job led, have to see where it leads…
 
More to follow as I get it all written!
 
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, I know I'm truly on my Path now, talk about a load lifted from my shoulders!

Details to follow...


current mood: ecstatic

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Sunday, October 29th, 2006
3:33 pm - And So it IS
On Friday I had my first ‘Session’ with a live person, in the physical. Now I’ve had remote sessions, done remote work, and had many sessions with non-physical beings, but Friday was a first of sorts. I actually have to laugh, seems I’m doing things backwards from how other people do things, but then that’s just me.
 
She’s a naturopath, a healer. She’s not into any 1 or 2 modalities; she has a wealth of talents and teachings to draw from. I had to smile again; she’s a lot like me in her background. I’m helping her with her website, sort of fix this and that as needed. I don’t charge her, never felt the need, so she offered me a session as compensation.
 
Friday was a ‘9’ day, completion. We talked for…oh…45 minutes, then had a 90-minute session. Actually, I’m in pretty good shape physically. Remarkable given I do all the etheric work first, and the physical work last. Pancreas and kidneys need some help, and I definitely need a liver de-tox, no surprise there.
 
She also locked right into this amour that I had been wearing. Without knowing my past, she asked what was it in my childhood that caused me to create such thick energetic/emotional amour? Well, that would be my mother. Oh how to explain her and the family Karma involved there? I won’t, it would take pages and I’m not going to re-enforce that energy. Lt’s suffice it to say that there was a purpose in me choosing my parents. That purpose has now been served, so I’m shedding the amour. No easy feet, it seems to regenerate, so it’s a continual process.
 
And of course Saturday, without all that ‘weight’, I picked up a book I should have read ages ago, and started creating something new. I guess there are pro’s and con’s to not reading my favorite author’s books, but then there is always divine timing. And of course all those synchronicities. On the way home from the session, I was having a conversation about Self and where to go next. One could call this a conversation with Guides, or Higher-Self, for me it’s an integrated consciousness. I was struggling a bit, and said “Fine, hit me with your best shot”. Just then a car passed by with the custom license plate “SAYWHEN”.
 
And so it is…..
 
-Bryan


current mood: Serene

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Monday, October 23rd, 2006
5:25 pm - Let's Do the Time Warp Again....
I blinked and 11 days have gone by. Literally.
 
I’ve posted about a real multi-dimensional lifestyle before, but this is really getting hard to write about. I look at the words, and they are only words. The timing and the magic go so beyond that. And of course the humor, gotta love a cosmic sense of Humor! It’s getting to be constant now, it’s ALWAYS happening, not just some glance at a clock to see 11:11, it’s always happening. Today I got 11:11 twice at the same time, then alter on I got 11:11 3 times at once. And 22:22 and 33:33, and doubled, and 11111111111 (that’s 11 of the 1’s).
 
I went flying by a cop at 70 MPH, and he jumped back into his cruiser with his radar gun. The speed limit was 65 MPH. Did he pull me over? Nope, he got the car behind me that was going at least 75 MPH…15 seconds later, I saw my only Raven of the day (so far!).  Last night I watched a Steven Hawking special, and at the end he went multi-dimensional. Very cool, I feel that if I could get an hour of his time, I could lead him in an interesting direction ;)
 
I have something I wanted to write, a longer piece. It’s not dated, even my friend chimerae was on the same page, but I haven’t found the time, so maybe later is better? Right now I’m playing the center, the calm-anchor in the storm around me in Kansas. School Board politics meet 5D…just too funny!! News at 11 (no really, this will be on the news in a few days, I’d better get a haircut just in case they are shooting through the windows???)
 
-Bryan


current mood: Serene

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Friday, October 6th, 2006
9:37 am - Allowing Others to Walk Their Path

Allowing Others to Walk their Path

 

In my observations, it is a great challenge to let others walk their path.  Seems like a simple thing, but it gets very challenging when we think that someone is doing something wrong.  Or, that we know and ‘know’ that they are about to experience something dramatic/traumatic.

 

Basically, it’s a challenge when we think they are ‘wrong’.  After all, we know what’s right.  Well…right for me is not necessarily right for another.  And the converse, what is right for someone else is not necessarily right for me.  This seguays into the Guru example.  Just because a Guru has done something specific, it does not mean it’s the right thing for any student.  Religion is like that as well I suppose, Parents strive to bring their children up in their religion.

 

So what about when we see another’s path and they do not?  I mean specifically when we see them doing great work, and they are totally unaware of it?  They think their life is all suffering and misery, and yet we know they are doing fantastic, even if specific or esoteric, work?  They are on their path, but they are not fully conscious of it?  They are conscious of being on ‘a’ path, but hey are unaware of some of the work they are doing. 

 

Should we tell them?  Would they believe us?  Does it matter?

 

I see people way down in the density, in despair over their state.  Yet, they are doing work they are totally unaware of, even though it’s right in front of their face.  I think if they expanded their minds a little bit more, they could see the splendor.  But, that is their choice.  Kryon says 97% of people on Earth are not aware of their true nature, and of the remaining 3%, only 1/2% of the total will do anything about it.  I have free will to tell someone something about them, and they have free will to listen to it or not.  Then they can decide if it’s a truth for them or not.

 

Should we tell them they make differences beyond what they think?

 

In the seminar I went to a few weeks ago, I told people things about themselves they never suspected consciously.  Some things mattered, some were just FYI’s.  I learned things about my self in the same vein.  Yet, people ask questions, get the answer, then go say “Yes, but you see…” and ignore it.  I see this countless times, they get exactly the answer to the question they asked, yet they don’t accept it because it’s not the answer they were looking for.  This begs the question:  Why ask a question if you already know the answer?  Because it’s not a question they have, but instead they are looking for proof, for confirmation.

 

Faith.

 

Everyone walks their path, and it is uniquely theirs.  The choices are always theirs.  There are many suggestion people make on how to walk ones path.  There is no right or wrong, it simply IS.  So, should we offer encouragement?  Should we point out how one has helped others in their path?  Should we point out things that are not consciously seen?  Free Will gives us the ability to do so, and Free Will gives them the ability to ignore the comments.

 

-Bryan



current mood: Chipper

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Thursday, September 28th, 2006
2:59 pm - The Void

Through the Void

 

Through the Void, and more than once in the month of September.  Not surprising given the Eclipses, Equinox, Gates, and alignments.  Dieing, call it a Shamanic Death or a new-age re-birth, the old me no longer exists.  What I found is still sinking in, integrating, into something beyond words.

 

The joke last week was “I can’t put it into words”, and it just kept getting better and better.

 

I quit my job on Friday, September 15th.  I gave them 7 weeks hard notice, and about 5 months soft notice.  Seems fair.  On Saturday the whole family, and it’s still family to me, went to the local renaissance festival.  The kids had a good time, and so did Lori and I.  Then Sunday morning I loaded up the truck and moved off to Kansas.  It was not as easy as it sounds, and I was upset for awhile.  Well, as long as I needed to be.  It was very foggy out, and I was driving through thick fog, heading west.  Finally I got over feeling sorry for myself, and I let go of a few things, 1/2-way through the song on the radio, the clouds parted, and the sun came out.  It got better from there. 

 

The 12 hour drive to Kansas City was full of many wonders and delights, physically and non-physically.  Words imply don’t capture the energy of what occurred.  The subtleties and nuances of Spirit, the songs on the radio, at the right moments, the license plates on the cars, seeing and Angel.  Yep, Saw an Angel, while driving, and zoned completely out.  Good thing I was getting off for a pit stop anyway, but it was so intense, I couldn’t’ speak to Susan on the Cell phone at the time.  In fact, she got 3D’d with a regular phone call, so I didn’t have to.  This isn’t my first angel (or my last for the month).  This was not a ‘white light’ Angel, but one full of balance.  The message wasn’t in words, and there was no fear on my part, just a …call it Intensity.  I sort of bolted out of the truck to catch my breath; I tend to forget to breathe sometimes, literally.  As I went into the bathroom, I passed a Hindu, turbin and all…interesting sight for a Missouri truck stop, but it reminded me of Diversity.

 

I was in Kansas for 2 ½ days until we left for a Spiritual retreat in Colorado.  We arrived a day early, so we could go hiking in the Colorado Rockies.  The Aspens were just turning, and the weather was perfect.  We hiked to some lakes at 10,000 feet, and it started snowing, it was some of the most beautiful scenery I can recall seeing in this lifetime, simply magical beyond words.  The energies of those mountains are very different from anything I’ve encountered in the past few years.  Very…old is not the right term, call it ‘original’.

 

Friday morning we went to a Spiritual community that is Authentically living.  They were the host facility for a 3 day Kryon workshop.  A very different workshop.  Very, very different.  About 20 minutes before it started, I ‘felt’ the room for familiar souls.  I nearly fell out of my chair, it was overwhelming.  The very first exercise was to touch palms with someone, and look into their eyes.  The first person was Susan, so it was just an exercise.  The second person seemed a bit familiar, but I didn’t have it just yet.  The 3rd person broke the barriers and I burst into tears, I recognized her from another incarnation, it was overwhelmingly intense, and she recognized me.  It progressed from there; some souls I recognized form physical incarnations, and some from non-physical interactions.  Then I meet Bwana Equa, and she and I took a little trip to Tibet together, for 2 or 3 ‘turns’ we stood there, palms locked, in Tibet re-membering the warlord experiences.

 

Things were just warming up.

 

I can’t fully explain how…relieved I was to have some things I’ve been doing for some time now confirmed as just the way to be proceeding.  I knew they were working for me.  Kryon thought so as well, hehehe.  Friday’s theme was vision, for me anyway.  I had no limitations in remote-viewing or projecting.  I was back in the mountains we were hiking in at will.  It was child’s play, couldn’t everyone do this?  My emotions flowed freely.  I was totally empathic as well.  Someone would speak from their heart, and I had the same reaction as them.  They didn’t even need to speak, just sharing was enough.  And the channel that evening?  So much occurred at other levels, and I can’t take physical notes in that state.

 

Oddly enough, we got bumped to an offsite motel because they knew we had a car.  I trusted that it was supposed to be that way.  It was.  To prove it, I totally came back into the physical to drive 20 miles of mountain roads back to the motel.  Totally in control, no zoning issues whatsoever.  I called my daughter from a payphone, with a calling card at a break.  She wasn’t happy about the shorter call, but we had talked that morning.  I did have a call from my wife.  She had a breakup with her boyfriend, and was feeling it.  This wasn’t unforeseen, I kind of felt that he needed to leave for a bit too fully realize just what he had been taking for granted.  Just my opinion.  So we talked for a bit about him leaving, very odd how he left.  It was a big release for her, and she stood in her Mastery through it.  Hence, us staying offsite had a very definite purpose, as she could not have gotten a hold of me onsite.

 

Saturday.  Wow.  How many boxes of tissues did I go through?  You see, I turned off all the barriers and shields…I went into a safe sacred space, totally in the energies of everyone there.  It was some of the most intense work I’ve ever done, and I do a goodly bit of intense work.  We did some group work, groups of 6.  Each group was ‘randomly’ chosen…yeah right.  Spirit at work indeed!  For me, it was about being fully out of the closet.  I mean I’m out of the closet, but generally only one-on-one, or via email or phone.  I haven’t had a lot of opportunities to be ME without having to translate.  At the same time, I had to be conscious of everyone’s comfort level, and not scare them back into themselves.  Everyone there had their own talents, and some shared and others simply observed.  It was a fascinating group dynamic.  One person was an old friend in another life, female this time, but very male that time, and it still echoed.  Another didn’t get along with me very well, not sure exactly why, there was something there, a sense of purpose and not getting sidetracked, only she hadn’t really started yet.  We could all see this giant pillar of strength, yet unused.  One of the exercises was to tell about ourselves, so we did.  We were not moderated; we simply did what we needed to do.  It did work out very well, those that needed to hear something, heard it.

 

The rest of the day is a bit of a blur.  We were onsite about 15 hours, even allowing for breaks, that’s a long intense time.  The evening channel had a Q&A section, but I couldn’t come up with any questions I needed answers to.  Some really fascinating things were revealed, in relations to questions about individuals work.  I saw some healing modalities using light and sacred geometry that were fascinating, felt ‘right’ and got encouraged by Spirit.  A number of people got confirmations on Path choices that really bolstered them.  Later on, I asked Lee about some things I was doing, and got a confirmation.  Yet what I truly asked Lee missed, but Kryon didn’t.  Hehehehe, one of my lessons was to not measure oneself against the path of another.  It all became very clear.  We had guests of the facility for the main channel; the energies were just as intense as ever.

 

Sunday was the most profound day.  A blur as well.  We went back into our groups, and had to give positive re-enforcement to each member of the group for a fixed amount of time.  This was easy for 2 people.  The other 3 it was not so easy.  I wound up giving them readings.  I hadn’t realize I do readings on the fly, live, oh well.  Not that hard, given I know them all very well on different levels.  That can be said for anyone on Earth really, but it’s more profound for someone you’ve incarnated with, or done certain work with across the veil.  I feel they heard what they needed to hear.

 

At the last break I saw another angel.  Not the typical Angel sighting, but the full Monty.  I got etherically pushed out onto the deck around the lunchroom, and pushed over to a side, past other people.  I looked down onto the pond, and then there to the left was the angel.  Picture a 100 foot tall energy column, and that’s what I saw.  Then we spoke.  It said that among all these spiritual people, how many did not notice its presence there?  This wasn’t a dig on anyone; it was meant that I was in the right space and frame of mind, at the right time.  So we ‘talked’ about why I was there, and what I had agreed to do with my life.  Everything was as it should be.  And of course, Susan got conveniently 3D’d so I could have a few minutes alone to do this.  No one bothered me, no one walked up to me, which is how it usually works.

 

After the break, we had a foot-washing ceremony.  Literally.  This is where the teachers honor the students by washing their feet.  This is a very ancient ritual.  The pope does it once a year I think, and sometimes a Unity church will do so.  We sat 10 across before everyone, and had a few minutes as they worked down the line to look into the eyes, the souls of everyone we had been with all weekend.  I reached a new level of empathy. When someone experienced and emotional surge, I felt everything they felt. It was a very profound and humbling experience.  In that sacred space, it was beyond words.  We shared and experienced what each other were feeling, as well as supported those going through stronger releases.  Soul and Heart connections were renewed and strengthened in that time.  When my turn came, I found that some eyes were blocked, so be it, some people there I never really did interact physically, but others, we locked eyes and made an exchange beyond words.  I think the emotions would have been overwhelming if not for non-physical help in modulating some of it.

 

We did take a group photo, something I will cherish for a long time, even if a few Souls had to leave early.  There’s a bit of a joke, as Lee and Kryon are on each side of the picture.  So we left there about 7 PM, and started to drive towards Denver.  Talk about not the best frame of mind to drive!  We did get a room on the second floor of a Motel, in a corner room, directly above the pool (which was closed); about the best energy we could get for a motel!  Then we watched Forest Gump to unwind, a very metaphysical movie, hehehe.

 

A great many ‘small’ things occurred both before and after the weekend.  To me, I take them as common everyday occurrences.  Songs on the radio, numbers on the clock, numbers on license plates, phrases uttered as we pass by.  To me I see them as part of living a synchronistic lifestyle, not worrying about anything, but merely flowing in the divine grace of our true selves.  Life is good, and it’s a gift and joy to be here living it.  What we do with that gift is up to us, always.  There is no judgment from Spirit of how we spend the gift, so I no longer see the need to judge others for their choices.  Life is a Journey, we always know where it will end, why worry?  No one is keeping score…

 

-Bryan



current mood: At Peace

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Monday, September 4th, 2006
10:32 am - Choosing
Friday night I went up to see my Mother. She’s not quite ready for me to move. We stayed Saturday, Ally and I. Evan didn’t want to get out of bed to come, and Lori…hehehehe…isn’t going up to see my mom. The weather was courtesy of hurricane Ernesto. Cold, windy, and very rainy. So much for my Daughters Birthday on the lake, but she did have a good time. We came home Sunday morning and had another party, she got a bike, which she really likes.
 
Things are occurring that I can’t adequately put into words. They are quite beyond words, and when I put them into words, the subtleties are lost. When I use more than words, they get mostly conveyed. It depends on what languages get used.
 
Last night I put some old aspects to rest. It was a rather formal ceremony out in the etheric. A clearing, cleansing, and a burial ritual. With the usual accompaniment of signs and support. My whole weekend, and month, and year have really been that way. 
 
I’m moving beyond my hats. Beyond my Shaman’s hat, beyond my new-age hat, beyond all of them. Fuck it. I have lost interest in playing in other people’s games. It’s a role I assume to interact with them in their dramas. I’m pondering big time here. I have choices, to fully follow my divine blueprint as it stands, change it and follow it, or say screw it, I’m going to play the rest of my time here. While I may ponder the latter, I can’t see actually doing so, not for more than part time.
 
That leaves me with my Divine Blueprint. Something we aren’t ever ‘told’ as it violates free-will. Hehehehe, great catch 22. That’s okay, I get it anyway, after all we always ‘know’, and we just hide it from ourselves until we are ready. Given everything that is aligning in September, I’m ready and committed. Absolutely everything is aligning perfectly, in the physical, celestial alignments, everything. Enough signs to choke a Doreen Virtue conference, enough synchronicities to make a believer out of anyone.
 
I am not a Shaman, so then this nickname on LJ no longer suits me. I AM whatever I choose to be in the moment, and from this point forward, I choose to BE all that I am.
 
The Journey within is the same as the Journey through this life and all lives, simply notice that we are one.
 
-Bryan


current mood: Shifty

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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
3:17 pm
Yesterday I had something interesting shown to me. It was first brought up in the physical by a conversation, then a whole thought-form presented. That is a complete set of ideas/concepts/experiences was experienced all at once, not in the linear fashion we are used to.
 
So I’m going to attempt to translate it.
 
I have realized that nearly all humans tend to put things into familiar terms. My beloved had explained to her how one of her experiences was “Obviously a Shamanic Vision Quest”. Funny, I never saw it that way, nor did she, but a Shaman did. I’ve heard the New-Age explanation of the experience, the Fundamentalist Christian version of the experience, the Psychologist / Psychiatrist version of it, and a few other variations. Interesting enough none of the experiences sound that much alike. Now let me clarify, these are the response to the original story. People hear the tale, then they attempt to explain it back to her, using the idioms and paradigms they are currently familiar with. I say currently, because how I perceive it has expanded a great deal, as I allow myself to think bigger and bigger picture.
 
So, when we attempt to force something into a paradigm we are currently familiar with, how much do we overlook? How much do we throw away? How much do we ignore when it doesn’t quite fit into the mold we have so carefully cultivated? If something fits 95% of our paradigm, do we write off the remaining 5% as mis-interpretation? Or maybe we ignore it as being close enough. Why do we rarely think that our original label was in error? Why do we not allow the original mold to expand? Humans tend to be so sure what something IS, that they can’t allow it to be more…or something beyond.
 
Why can’t we let the walls of the box expand until the box holds all that is, at which point the box becomes meaningless and disappears?

-Bryan


current mood: Serene

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Thursday, August 31st, 2006
3:19 pm - Gaia
Profound stuff, and rather moving for me...

For those that won't read more than 2 paragraphs...hey why do you read my posts anyway lolololololol...

Pepper Lewis ~ Mother Earth (Gaia) "Finding Your Spiritual Family"



current mood: Perky

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Wednesday, August 30th, 2006
7:56 am - Crosby Stills Nash and Young

Crosby Stills Nash and Young

 

Last night I saw CSNY in concert here in Columbus.  Outdoor amphitheater, absolutely perfect weather (except for being overcast, but that kept the temperature perfect).  It was an AWESOME concert.  It was, to coin a phrase, ‘Anti-War’, or more correctly, a concert for Peace.  Not every song was in that theme, some of the classics are de-rigor, but it was a vibrantly energetic 3-hour concert.

 

We were running late, but with the usually synchronicities, we got there, got parked in a superb space to leave later on, and got setup and settled with about 3 minutes to spare.  No opening act, and it ended promptly at 11 PM due to noise ordinances.  $8.00 beers really blow, but then this was my last concert with Lori for who knows how long, so it wasn’t an issue.

 

I think the song I liked the least was the impeach the president for lying song; it broke up the energy since it was pretty negative.  I’m not sure which one I liked best.  About 1/3 of them I experienced from an alternative perspective, and no that does not mean drug-induced.  There was a tremendous amount of emotional energy there, with certain songs building it up, and others causing an outpouring.

 

I wouldn’t have missed it for the world, even if I got up before 6 AM today to get my son off to his first day of school (insert butt-dragging moan here)



current mood: Butt-Dragging

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Monday, August 28th, 2006
10:08 am - Another weekend

Long weekend!  I worked a solid 6 hours Saturday, all Overtime, so that’s useful.  Went to a birthday party Sunday for a friend of Ally’s, at a nice swimming complex, but we got rained out after 45 minutes.  We went back for cake/ice-cream/presents.  It was funny to see people from 10-40 years old play with bubbles like little kids hehehehehe, me included!

 

Last night was some MAJORLY intense dreamwork.  This is by my standards.  It was just solid non-stop all night.  This is a carry over form Saturday night, which was a carry-over from the Wednesday/Thursday/Friday releasing.  I couldn’t keep myself in body last evening; I was mentally elsewhere until a bit after midnight.  And I’m on the early shift this week…so typical …LMFAO.

 

It’s been an exercise lately to feel, but not take on the emotions of others.  Both at the house, and remotely.  Some people I don’t mind sharing the experience with.  They aren’t all ‘good’ experiences, but they are invariably authentic.  Others I avoid, mostly, as I have no wish to be into the drama.  Not my path, not my drama.  They didn’t ask for my help.  But oh do they project themselves onto others.  Then there are the experiences I absolutely refuse to be a part of.  These people are projectors big time.  Drama-Queens all of them.  Yes, they are all female.  I work with almost exclusively females and holders of female energy.  The 2 strong Males I work with have been very…introverted lately, no great surprise for either of them, they are clearing by the truckloads.

 

My inbox had some wonderful treasures this weekend.  Between direct inputs from Source, timely emails, serendipitous posts, and the odd conversation, a great deal fell into place this weekend.  Or more correctly, a good bit of old dross & flotsam fell away.  It’s truly fascinating to know where you’re going, and simply allow things to flow on the journey there.  It’s simple when I want it to be so, or complex when that’s how I choose.  Lately I’ve gone for simple, or K.I.S.S: Keep It Simple Stupid.  Sage advice indeed!

 

I came into a copy of Doreen Virtue’s Angel Numbers this weekend (Thanks Shawnda).  Now I have my own number hints, and Spirit uses them often.  But Friday and Saturday, things got a weeeee bit silly with certain numbers.  Getting the same message numbers 3 and 4 times in ½ hour, and then I’d have to look it up.  Nothing I didn’t’ already know and ‘know’, just re-enforcement in a rather amusing way.

 

Times flying…School starts Wednesday…where did the summer go?

 

-Bryan



current mood: 80% State of Grace

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Saturday, August 26th, 2006
7:32 am - Crossing the Quantum Threshhold

Celia Fenn ~ Archangel Michael "Crossing the Quantum Threshold"

Fri Aug 25, 2006 9:01 pm (PST)

CROSSING THE QUANTUM THRESHOLD
The Next Step in the Evolutionary Journey

Archangel Michael through Celia Fenn
http://www.starchildascension.org/starchild/shiftdoor.html

This article is also taken from an individual channel that was given
by Archangel Michael for a client. The information was so relevant to
where we are now that Michael asked me to make it available to all the
Starchild Community. The client was happy to give his permission.



current mood: State of Grace

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Friday, August 25th, 2006
4:45 pm - Who has these Jobs???
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,210444,00.html

Yes, someone is paid to measure...I wonder how the Bears feel about it?

And the Author gets a serious whack for this quote:
...by spoiling their love lives and causing their numbers to peter out.

current mood: amused

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9:33 am - Divine Inspiration

Swami Calls for an Upwising

Thu Aug 24, 2006 6:33 pm (PST)

"All seriousness aside, only a farce field that combines truth and
laughter can bring down the Irony Curtain once and for all."

*Swami Calls For An Up-Wising -
Wise Up, Everybody
The Evolution Has Begun*
By Swami Beyondananda
8-23-6



current mood: calm

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8:08 am - Thick as Peanut Butter

Spirit is thicker than peanut Butter today.  Well, I think it usually is, and I just don’t notice.  Major shift yesterday at the house, and as Martha says, that’s a good thing.  I was doing dream work with my Dad last night (he transitioned last year).  He always appears in my dreams very young, younger than I can remember him.  Well, I know it’s not ‘him’, as that facet is not what it once was, but the ‘all that he is’.  I won’t try and label my dad, that’s too limiting.  I did choose him to be my father, and I think it was planned out several incarnations in advance, as I’m 98% sure my mom got pregnant with my by ‘accident’ and ‘had’ to get married.

 

I had another interesting dream sequence on traveling, down the road on a bed with 2 of my cats.  There was some bizarre food involved as well, but it’s faded a good bit.  On the way to work I got hit with 2 songs.  First was Boston:Don’t Look Back, which of course makes perfect sense given what was going through my mind.  After that was Black Crowes(Double meaning there):Talks to Angels, which was what I was doing at the time, hehehehe.

 

In my Inbox was a post on upcoming shifts for September 17th, the day I travel 700 miles to Kansas to start a new life.  Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.  That moves into a New Moon, and a trip to Colorado for a 3 day Spiritual retreat on a mountain.  So maybe with all that occurring in September, it explains how much clearing work is going on right now for Susan and I?  It’s like clear-clear-clear so we will have plenty of old stuff let go to make room for the new?

 

I guess the only thing up n the air right now is should I go see the Crosby, Stilles, Nash, and Young concert Tuesday or not?  Physical exhaustion aside, I’d be going with Lori and Doug.

 

-Bryan



current mood: calm

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Thursday, August 24th, 2006
8:32 am - Sexual Quiz
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current mood: Orinoco Flow

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8:07 am - The Morning After
And is always the case, the day after I flounder through a shift, I recieve confirmation.  I really like Karen Bishop, we are very much in sync on things.


 

 

August 23, 2006

HITTING THE BOTTLENECK WITH NOWHERE TO GO

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We are currently experiencing what I call “bottleneck energy.” The higher energies created great movement and they have pushed the lower vibrating energies into a corner, or basically into a grouping. In this regard, they are creating a sort of stumbling block…and we are butting up against them. They are cluttering the road to our forward movement. If you have been feeling that there is nowhere left to go, or that everywhere you look is a scenario of old energy that feels ughy, or perhaps that you cannot possibly succeed or move forward the way things are…this is because of the bottleneck energy.

 

The bottleneck energy is not the same as the stop sign, or roadblock energy that I sometimes speak of. The stop sign energy occurs when things are being aligned at higher levels and we are prohibited from moving forward, as it is not yet time. Bottleneck energy involves a removal of lower vibrating energy so that we may take its place. These higher energies that greatly arrived in July, placed us in higher ways of being and really made us wired for the higher ways. Basically, we are now ready, but the outside reality is not there yet. But this time, it will be readying very quickly.

 

This readiness involves great changes in the way we have done things in the 3D reality. Old systems and the like. Because the higher vibrating ways are now here to stay, and we are now in them , they are the majority, so to speak. In this way, they are pushing any lower vibrating ways and energies aside. What is a bit different in the way this may feel, is that we are not feeling the pushing so much inside of us, but it is now that the pushing is being done on the outside, resulting in New and higher ways that will be created in our outside world. Hopes that makes sense.

 

August brought in another opening and opportunity to connect even higher to the higher realms, and because of this, we are now really wired for the higher vibrations. This is how evolution works…going higher and higher in small and steady steps, and it will continue on for a very long time. With all this “higher” stuff going on, there is now a bigger gap than ever before in regard to the old outside manifestations. For me, it always feels as though I am experiencing some kind of inner anguish or turmoil, as it becomes more and more difficult to become involved in much of anything of the old world. I can literally become ill spending too much time in the “old.”

 

So then, we may be ready to move forward with our New and higher vibrating creations for the New World , but the old systems and supports will not be able to hold and support us much. This then, creates the bottleneck or hold up. It can really feel that there is nowhere left to go. We can feel stuck. As if we are in a box with a very tight lid. But rest assured, these older energies are dissipating as we speak, and will be moving along very soon.

 

This debris in our road in regard to energy, can also manifest at lower levels as a desire to clean out your closets, clean your house, or similar. This is simply because we are wanting to clear the clutter and move things aside so that the higher energies can now move through and forward. The bottleneck energy can also manifest as feelings of not wanting to make any important decisions right now…as if we know at some level that something is about to change or that perhaps things are not quite ready for us.

 

With this experience of being “un-anchored” anywhere, along with a much more substantial separation and dis-connect from the old world and lower dimensions, and added to our New sort of separation from our ever familiar guides that are allowing us total freedom to create the New World, it can feel as though we are absolutely nowhere, with no sense of direction, and so sense of place.

 

Remember, we are now in the New reality with much more of ourselves, and we are then, not having feelings of getting anywhere or going anywhere. We are already here . So that ever familiar feeling and experience of connecting to a higher level or communicating with a higher guide, which are all outside of ourselves, may be gone and feel very strange. It's like usually looking to the future, and then suddenly being in it. And being in a space of being able to have complete and total freedom to create whatever we want, without “planning” or waiting for the big day to arrive, or having our guides tell us what we are “supposed” to be doing, because we forgot, may feel oh so strange indeed. We have graduated because we earned it. We are here now. We are at the helm.

 

The bottleneck energy will continue through September to some degree, but things will begin to change in October. As the now present higher levels of light persist, as mentioned before, these congealed areas of denser energy will eventually dissipate. This will manifest as a clearing of the way to now proceed forward with what we are wanting to create. It will also create the opening and situations that will support our new endeavors and creations. If you are wanting a physical store-front or piece of land, for instance, it most likely would not be available until October. Again, this is simply a part of our expansion and evolutionary process, as things need to occur step by step. New things will become available then that are not available now, as they will be let go by un-matching energies, as they move out of the way.

 

Yes, October will bring in a much greater “anchoring” for us, but as mentioned in the August 18 th energy alert, we will really be anchored in, in about two years. Two years will be a total anchoring, so to speak. 2008 is a “1” energy for New beginnings and October is a “10,” or “1” month as well. So you see, even the vibration of numerology supports my energy readings! We can't go wrong!

 

We will also be moving into areas of support that are vibrating higher. It is difficult to get anywhere now because the older vibrating ways do not fit us and certainly do not match our frequencies. New ways will begin unfolding and begin to make themselves known as our creations and desires begin to be put into form. These new structures, businesses, passions, and supports will suit us much better and allow us to move forward at greater levels and give us even greater supports.

 

It can be greatly beneficial during this time of “waiting,” to simply spend time in your personal sanctuary until your “spot” is available. Upgrade your sanctuary, allow yourself to just “be,” create some art or projects you have been wanting to create, and just enjoy yourself. You can even continue to prepare for your New “spot,” in any way you choose.

 

When the bottleneck energy dissipates, things will really flow in regard to New things becoming available to us that are currently not available. Part of this is related to what I call the “big clean-up.” Now that we have reached critical mass, anything vibrating lower will not be allowed to reside on our New Earth. Currently, there is much focus being given to issues and instances of pedophilia. New bills have been passed, much is coming to the forefront in regard to exposing and bringing light to this situation, as it will become part of the “clean-up.” This is just one example, but these kinds of things will become more and more prevalent.

 

The denser and lower vibrating energies are congealing together, as like energies always attach and attract like energies. And the higher energies are congealing and coming together as well. This is creating the big gap and separation we are experiencing. But the denser energies will be departing and the higher energies will be coming together in regard to connections with our soul groups or “project” groups. All is in order, as always.

 

Our evolutionary process is ever moving ahead, like a sailboat tacking on the sea, and even when it may appear that nothing is happening, or that we are getting nowhere, I can assure you that this is never the case. As soon as the “debris” of the older and denser energies begins to clear, just watch as we begin taking our places in these now vacant and cleared spaces!

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Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times.

Until next time,  

Karen Evolution glyph swirl



current mood: Om Asatoma

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Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006
3:56 pm - Drama

There seems to be a surpluss of Drama abounding today.  Here, there, everywhere.  I'm through mine I think, or maybe not, hard to tell.  Oh, I broke the T1 internet connection...whoops.  All the lights say good, but it's dead, oh well, add that to the list.  On the upside, I got 4 out of 5 computer re-built, with number 5 also dead and needs to be re-done from scratch.  I can't help but feel a good bit of this is to keep me 'busy' and out of my head.

I need a good sweat lodge tonight, but that aint going to happen.  I'll make due with whatever is handy.  Or something.  I need some quiet time to simply listen within.



current mood: May it Be, Gayatri Mantra

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1:09 pm - And Source Delivers
I had to run out to the hardware store at lunch for work.  As I pulled into to park. "Freewill" by Rush came on the radio.  I got stuck in a long line, but knew there was a reason for it.  So i sort of muddled through.  Wehn I got back into the car "Come Sail Away" by Styx was playing, the shorus is particualry good.

I'm buffering, hehehehe.  Last night I stood in the backyard and played, like I used to.  Only it was never so easy as it was last night.  Sigh...so much to do...Faith...

-Bryan


"FREEWILL"

There are those who think that life has nothing left to chance,
A host of holy horrors to direct our aimless dance.

A planet of playthings,
We dance on the strings
Of powers we cannot perceive
"The stars aren't aligned -
Or the gods are malign"
Blame is better to give than receive.

You can choose a ready guide in some celestial voice.
If you choose not to decide, you still have made a choice.
You can choose from phantom fears and kindness that can kill;
I will choose a path that's clear-
I will choose Free Will.

There are those who think that they were dealt a losing hand,
The cards were stacked against them- they weren't born in Lotus-Land.

All preordained-
A prisoner in chains-
A victim of venomous fate.
Kicked in the face,
You can't pray for a place
In heaven's unearthly estate.

Each of us-
A cell of awareness-
Imperfect and incomplete.
Genetic blends
With uncertain ends
On a fortune hunt that's far too fleet.

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Come Sail Away

                  I’m sailing away, set an open course for the virgin sea
                  I’ve got to be free, free to face the life that’s ahead of me
                  On board, I’m the captain, so climb aboard
                  We’ll search for tomorrow on every shore
                  And I’ll try, oh lord, I’ll try to carry on

                  I look to the sea, reflections in the waves spark my memory
                  Some happy, some sad
                  I think of childhood friends and the dreams we had
                  We live happily forever, so the story goes
                  But somehow we missed out on that pot of gold
                  But we’ll try best that we can to carry on

                  A gathering of angels appeared above my head
                  They sang to me this song of hope, and this is what they said
                  They said come sail away, come sail away
                  Come sail away with me
                  Come sail away, come sail away
                  Come sail away with me

                  I thought that they were angels, but to my surprise
                  They climbed aboard their starship and headed for the skies
                  Singing come sail away, come sail away
                  Come sail away with me
                  Come sail away, come sail away
                  Come sail away with me



current mood: Morning Glory

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11:19 am - Releasing in Chunks

I seem to be releasing this morning.  I posted a rant and deleted it.  I’m more elegant than that when I’m in the zone.

 

I guess I’m weary.  I’m also a bit in limbo, by my own choice.  I’m simply working threw the last few bits before I move.  There’s a number of pressing things that need done, and I’ll have to scrounge to pay for them.  Or not.  I guess it depends on how attached I am to them?  I know it’s going to work out just fine, just not how, which is part of the journey being the thing.  I’m also getting empathically bombarded lately.  It takes more and more work to ground and shield the energies I want no part of.  This is both personal and just in general.  Feels like being born…or re-born?

 

The last 2 nights I’ve slept like he dead.  Given that I normally sleep very lightly and am up constantly, this is a good thing.  I should have taken the hint and come into work early when a cell phone went off at 6:02, and again at 6:04 am.  Then there is the cat in heat…again, we gave her away but they gave her back…hehehehe.

 

I’m tired of waiting.  I’ve put my life on hold for … seems like awhile now to help others.  I chose to do this, of my own free will.  And it’s nearly time for me to leap.  I shift back and forth between nostalgic and poetic.  It reminds at where I’m at, metaphysically speaking, on my reaction in the moment.  I’ve made my choices, repeatedly, and now I’m watching them manifest.  It’s different, so very different from the rest of this life.  Time is literally flying by, the day is ½ over and I haven’t noticed one bit.

 

Yes, I’m releasing aspects of self, to make room for other pieces, and maybe make the whole a bit larger in the process.

 

-Bryan



current mood: Pilgrim

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